Necessary or Unnecessary

It was my convocation day today. I knew boss won't grant a holiday so I didn't asked him for one, besides I decided to attend convocation ceremony on duty :-)
When I reached office boss declared that no-one will go on field today. Da Faq. How will I be able to attend ceremony? Was the first question popped up in my mind. Had a fight with boss and irrespective of his permission I left the company premises.

I went to ceremony. There I had fun till staff recollects who I'm. One of teacher remember I was messing with him. He scolded me in front of juniors. Frustrated but helpless I was. It was also my best friends birthday today. But I couldn't even spend time with him. Just because sir and office colleagues forcefully asked me to join their program. Program of DINNER. Then at the time of going back I lost my degree certificate somewhere on high way. It just blown away. I spent two hours searching for it in that low light. Was tensed. Full of tears. After all this I found it was aside of road In torn condition. Thank God I at least found it. Then decided to go to friends flat. So do I went too. I was so tired fatigue frustrated tensed t that I fall asleep suddenly.

During all this chocolate girl was worried as well angry cause I didn't even contact her. And then what I heard was a lecture how I'm irresponsible. It hurts, hurts like hell, when someone you truly miss love admire gets angry and scold you without even knowing or trying to know what was the scenario.

Hurts like someone pinching your heart every now and then with millions of needles.